Update... Long time coming

HEY!
So obviously I haven't blogged recently, but I wanna do it more. Its a good way to work out my feelings especially at this point in my life, so here I go again...
Now, its been almost 2 years since I last told you of my dating woes. 2 years is a long time. One could reason that I probably dated a lot in that time but the truth is I didnt. Its pathetic, I know. But I am being honest. I dated a cop like a year and a half ago for a few months but he was a moron and I dont talk to him anymore. He did let me watch Twilight though. Twice in a row. Yep. Then this past month I was introduced to a guy through my bestie's mom, but the problem is he is 5 years older than me, divorced, and basically said that he wasnt about to deal with me and my migraine/health so peace out, bro.

There, now you are all caught up. Depressing, huh? So yea, thats all I really got right now. I think I am starting to give up on finding any guy for me. It feels like something that is so far from my reach that I look like a fool even dwelling on it. I wouldn't even call it jaded, rather rational. I have been on planet earth for almost 30 (CHOKE~) years but have never found anyone I thought really could be my love. I get cheesy when I talk about this stuff but thats just how it goes. So in lieu of rambling on and on, I will bid you aideu and we shall chat soon.